||[Feb. 1st, 2004|02:12 pm]
well, after my little tirade Friday, I left work and went home. Dad and I went out to eat then headed off to the Eagle for a few drinks. Ended up leaving there around 1am. Chatted with a few people, but mostly tried to get myself out of the mood that I was in.|
Saturday, I woke up at 6am and thought.. what the hell, I'm going back to sleep. slept til around 11am. woke up and moved to the sofa where I lounged most of the afternoon.
Last night was the offices annual awards banquet. I considered not going because I still wasnt really wanting to put up with David and company. but we went. did some socializing . sat thru the awards portion. for some strange reason, I was awarded the "CRO MANAGER OF THE YEAR" award. Dad said the look on my face was priceless, cause I wasnt really expecting it. all the RSAs told me that I deserved it and so did the other managers.
it was a surprise considering, last year at the awards banquet, they recognized all areas of the office, but me. this year, they awarded anniversay pins, and my name was left off.
I still dont know if I am going to stay with the company or not. some days things are good, but most of the time, its bad. I try to be happy and enjoy what I do, but with episodes like Friday, I just want to quit. of couse, we just bought the house, so I cant just quit without having another job. guess its time to start looking.
anyways. need to get back to work here. ya'll have a great remainder of the weekend